Carelessness

I don't play it cool
I just am
not cool, just me.

I can't let it be.
I'll fight for the sun
if it means killing the night.

indifference
atrophy of the heart.
IDGAF

you couldn't care less?
in our way we protect ourselves
from critical eyes that couldn't care less

chemical burn,
would you erase me
Just to delete the pain?

can we lift it?
we're all just breaking our backs
it wouldn't break my back
my failures and you're sorrows
aren't all that I can hold.

If love is really a battle
and you have to care less to win
then enjoy the victory;
I'm backing down
because I couldn't care less.

Sorry

The secrets we never tell ourselves
and the truths we can't seem to deny.

I have to keep myself from looking
Though, I'm curious;
I'm morbidly afraid.

I don't always ignore my problems

Just when they won't go away.

I try.

Every single day til I die?

Here for a lifetime 

and suddenly gone.

The end comes knocking our door. 

As if by surprise
though, we knew it all along;

That nothing will last forever

as long as we're still alive.

Sayin' sorry isn't gonna make us better. 

Sayin' sorry won't make me well.

I won't say I'm sorry cause it doesn't get better.

Could ya say I'm sorry, I'm not feeling so well.

Please tell me you're sorry, I think this time it'll make me better.
I'm sorry

Brown

Glancing through the mirror with a rear-view
I can see them.
There once were green eyes reflecting back from mirrors
glistening ovals
Now all I see are green lights daring me to go
Though I've already been gone for more than just a while
I'm still going
Everything is still so familiar like I never really left
and who is that girl walking down my street
she looks so happy
This was real once
since then I've made it all up
 the past
 it's my mind
Nothing there is candid because I've hit re-wind
I thought that reading the future was just like reading the past
all what you choose
that was when I though that I could read the stars
The message is still there and it won't go away
Somethings up there. up in my brain.
Words, always just words until I've made them mine
They were yours.
Everyone has a different meaning, a something else.
I know because I've got a few and I can never decide.